Blood drips down my hand.
Off my fingers and onto the hard, dirty floor.
I wish I could feel it.
I wish I could feel the pain others would feel if they were in my place.
I hurt much more on the inside than on the out.
I hurt because of you.
I wake up from dreaming of your face and I want to die.
I can't feel anything but the mind numbing pain in my heart.
So I find my outlet in the blade.
I find my peace.
Forgive me for not being what you wanted.
I don't mean to keep bothering you.
It's driving me crazy!
I hate you!
I love you....
Instead of being next to you....I am alone.
With the blood as my only companion....some of the
Blood drips down my hand.
Off my fingers and onto the hard, dirty floor.
I wish I could feel it.
I wish I could feel the pain others would feel if they were in my place.
I hurt much more on the inside than on the out.
I hurt because of you.
I wake up from dreaming of your face and I want to die.
I can't feel anything but the mind numbing pain in my heart.
So I find my outlet in the blade.
I find my peace.
Forgive me for not being what you wanted.
I don't mean to keep bothering you.
It's driving me crazy!
I hate you!
I love you....
Instead of being next to you....I am alone.
With the blood as my only companion....some of the
Listen!
Listen!
The trees sing praises with whispers and birdsong.
Stones jut out of the earth; graceful sentinels of the directions.
Long grass caresses their stony watchful faces, as I listen…
Listen to the call of the ancients.
Spirits dwell happily here, in each leaf and every branch.
A thousand tiny eyes watch me as I raise my face…
As I raise my face to the gentle breath of the wind.
A cricket serenades me, and a bee flies close to say hello.
Listen!
Listen!
Your ancestors reach out to you from distant
…and not so distant graves.
They bid us hear them.
Hear them in the sounds of nature.
Feel their fingertips when the w